up_down_nosound's Journal

turn your music down in your piece of shit car
yeah i listen to it loud too
but i can hear it rattling your bolts apart

We can not work out what has to be said.
An image painted black in the back of my head.
It came so clear last night,
you showed me that your words mean more than actions do.
I was listening to you.
Someone is listening,
that someone is you.
You build me up,
you break me down again
and I take it.
If this night,
if this kiss were something real.

I love my wife Samantha Ann and my daughter Aine Danielle<3

When the life in your eyes wants black
Things return
You've come back
With your body and mine raised up
It's good to see you once more

oh yea its all over
I got silent black
I won't say a word
Just break rocks and tick tock
And throw myself into the sea with the moon in my pocket

Really its all see thru
drawn up on plastic glass
I know how hard it is to be you
you're all magneticmous

to be seen
and to go home without...
its just not an option
the only way to live when
something here is getting old
and just then we sunset the sky
what would the prophets say
if they could see us now
we are not the same
we are blood and oil
Now we are just the same
we are blood and wine

This must be the sole reason for cold stares, so tonuight we are blank canvases screaming for paint. And I know we'll never mix again this way--your fucking gone and I don't care. I never cared much for faces, and all these traitors make the best of friends. Like puddles and popsicle sticks rotting in the mud, my bridges are burnt. For the last time, goodbye, bloodsuckers

yea maybe i just don't like places with flashing lights
plus too many people
too many thoughts and experience
and shoot I can taste it
maybe i just don't like to do what other people do
we should just get out've here for awhile
we should just walk away

I can imagine everything you've ever done
perfectly
because we did it together remember
You were lost in the dark waters
thinking its the clear kind
and you loved it and drank it down
Your head was spinning around
you got lost in it you loved it
but it was still you right.

Im dead
I died
All these dying eyes
All they've seen in life

You own everything
That's why there is nothing new
This is the face of the change
All in all
This is the face of the change
Why not face it?
I've seen the old guard running around
All of these kids are cops in my town
I've seen the old guard run us down
You...

This is the face of the change
Face of the one
Face of the framed

I've seen the face of change
its the same face that sits in
the passenger seat at night
the gas tank is empty but we dont care
then looks at me and tells me whats wrong
then looks at me and tells me whats right
most of the time he lies
most of the time i could care less
and i know is hell is hot.
one day it will be dark for all of us
and all i know is hell is hot

bigger and better things - tww
I saw the best parts of us fade into distrust...and now our eyes just can't meet. So we'll subsist in silence and watch each other leave, in long-gone dreams that rival our sadest memories. Truth be told, I hold you in my lungs, and admit that we are casualties of time. I can still hear your footsteps walking out of my life. I don't want to know where you are. Who you are. Where we are.

I feel the spirit all around me. They push me where to go. They jump in my body and touch my bones. They spit on you and you don't even know. We are alone. And it burns in your throat. You cant stop you and yours. You can chose to live this alone? without the teeth marks on my flesh and my bones

while we used long fingernails to carve epitaphs into the floor
you were scratching freedom from concrete living in a world of gamblers
and murder victims I walk these corridors knowing of the net beneath
your defiance has become legend within these walls and we sit
in our cells and hope you live enough life for the rest of us who did not make it out.

2,500 days man. Thats what it took. And then back here where my skin burns. And my heart is never full. I've realized this. I see a place where the world ends. My dreams come back and forth like the tides. They show me where the world ends. And it never does. They are all just skeptics now. I will always be empty. Something will always get me down. The world doesn't end. We don't go anywhere. We are ghosts here now. I see and feel nothing. 250,000 days man.

My head is full of nothing I can remember.
My stomach full of sand.
My heart as big as the moon.
My brain will be put on ice now
My body is a muffler

Certain things fascinate me.
First I went blind and then the sun went out.
The way you hold a match so steady.
How heaven is collapsing under so much joy.

I fucking hate this.
Poetry is complete shit.
I just want to burn.

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